I made the mistake of procrastinating.. I'm doin it right now.  What is this shit? Xanga.com? How the hell do you say it? Blah.. I'm like gonna fail out of college or somethin.  I need help.  I'm so mad at myself for being such a loser.  What are my roommates doin? Playin counterstrike..I wanna do that!  It's 2 somethin now, and I think I'ma study at 2:30.  Tomorrow I'm gonna go buy NHL 2003 (it should be out tomorrow..)  and prolly play the night away unless some friends call me up and do whatever.  I don't like driving back to town (carrollton actually) that much cuz it puts so much mileage on my car.  I go to University of Texas at Arlington.. hopefully for not too long.  It's like a 40 min drive and I hate it.  Making some friends here and it's cool.. besides the fact that I can never wake up for my classes.  =/  This is a why me statement.  Now let's all say it together.. WHY ME?!??!? What I would do for some good grades right now.  Oh my GoD.. I'd be in heaven.  Cuz that's all I want, and some food.  I'ma dork!  Hey look at me ramble.  If you don't know me.. then you'll know I'm pretty much an open book bout my life, but I'm not gonna say er'thing on my mind.  Hopefully here's a place to vent to random people and they be like omg u such a fag dude.  U got all this shit and what the hell.. Go get a life.  YeAH.. So anyways.. reasons for me being mad

1.Didn't go to Austin to see Jin at Lambda's place

2.All the friends I wanted to go to Import Expo w/ didn't wanna go w/ me.

3.Parents call er'day. WtF? Man they even drove up here to check up on me the other day cuz I didn't have my cell phone on for a day.

4.Girls = confusion.  I think I might stay away from dem for a while unless there's that one person that comes along and u know who I'm talkin about.. (oh wait u don't kno haha, Kristin Kreuk.. DUH)

5.I'm hungry right now and I'm too lazy to go to my kitchen

Oh yeaH.. Girls. That's somethin to talk about.  MmKay.  No names though, cuz.. someone might kno someone and I'm like oh shit they might find out.  Like, this one girl likes me, but I don't wanna be anything more than just friends.  I think it's a lil weird when I'm around her, but maybe I can get use to it.  This other girl I just met is like whoa, but I'm not gonna be jumping into anything.. haven't really.. talked to her =P but I will soon.  I usually like to make convos anyways, but w/ her I'm like hmMmM.. I should find out if she has a boy or not first.  And then I got this one friend who's having probs and maybe we clicked or somethin someone said? But I kno we will never hook up cuz of other things in the way but maybe we wanna do stuff.. And then lately I've been thinking about this one girl, but only thinking. Nothin like OH I want her! or anything.  It's just weird cuz of the way she reacted when I was a lil off and someone else told me that from how things were.. maybe she would act that way cuz she feels a lil towards me, but I wanna say most likely dat's not true.

Yea.. NHL 2003? That's gonna be bad ass.  I swear you're not gonna be able to pull me away from Ilya Kovalchuk and Dany Heatley OmG.  No I'm not gay.  Ya know what, life sucks the big one.